So once again it's that time of year where I will soon have to celebrate my birthday however, whatever there is to celebrate I'm not to sure yet. I think this is the second time I haven't been excited about my birthday. Normally I go ecstatic about it and get all hyper and excited but not this year I mean I went through the same feeling last year when I was down in Australia. I kinda feel like I'm becoming one of those people who no longer pays attention to there birthdays the ones who think it's not a big deal and don't care. I think several things are factoring in it, one is friends, or the lack there of, I mean I loved having a birthday with friends but now there's like only 1 left and it's well kinda depressing. The other reason of course is money... or the lack there of I wont go into to much detail about that.

But it's my Birthday month and within what... 2 weeks or so? I'll be turning 22 hopefully I can turn this feeling around into well something else. I guess all that's left now is to try and figure out what kind of cake to get, and what or where to go an eat...